I Can Feel the Rain Really Well Today

Today's Horoscope

The topic of the day is knowledge and learning. Did you study the field you really wanted to? Do you feel bad about not having attended such-and-such school or program? If these issues are uppermost on your mind today, remember that your creativity has little to do with the degrees you hold. It has everything to do with how you use your skills and knowledge to better the world.

I did not read this until just now and it's already something that I thought about today. It was around 9:55 that I picked up a magazine. It was a magazine sitting on a table in the waiting room. It was about golfing. I know, why would I pick up a golfing magazine? Well, most people don't know that I played varsity golf in high school. I really loved it and it is something very nostalgic for me. My dad taught me how to golf growing up. We have so many stories. While I was looking through the magazine, I realized how much I really miss the game. How much I really miss my dad but how awesome it would have been to be a professional golfer...if I was even good enough for that. 

I've been questioning my life lately. I seem to always be doing it. I keep thinking about my major and English, photography, languages, sports, etc. Am I doing what I really love? The answer is: yes. I love nursing and wouldn't trade it for anything. 

Like I mentioned before, these horoscopes are really encouraging to me. It says that I'm thinking about these things and although I am, it has nothing to do with me not liking my degree but how I am using the skill of golfing, nursing, English, languages, and photography to better the world. 

I just feel so blessed right now. I also feel so small right now. I feel upset right now. I feel alive right now. I feel...now.