Wednesday, February 16, 2011

I Cannot Do Gray

...so it became "one of those days."
My day started off in a hyper, crazy mood which quickly turned into a lazy, procrastinating, mood. I don't want to get up for clincals in the morning. I have to shower later and get everything ready. I'm trying to understand this newborn heart defect stuff and I'm just not interested right now. I don't feel like talking to people but can't go home because I'll fall asleep and that cannot happen. I have to go to bed around 9 tonight so that I wake up around 4:30am tomorrow. I have a lot on my plate right now and I'm not really sure how to deal with it all or if I'm handing everything correctly. I'm sick of every type of music genre. How can that even happen?

It just feels like things aren't going my way lately and I've lost all control. I can't handle it. I've dropped my writing utensil about five times today and it's really gotten to me. Don't ask me why I'm so touchy today. Maybe I did have one of those mysterious dreams that left an emotional scar for the day. Maybe it's the weather.

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