One of my older poems.....

How is it that someone can influence the way you feel

You can't go a day without wondering where they are or what their doing

You get jealous of the time other people steal

I can't even breath without it hurting

oh, the sensation of burning in my heart

constant love converting

Don't even come near me because I can't stand

I stumble when I just think of your smile

After you, even food is bland

There's nothing that compares

And it hurts to be away from you

Knowing where you are makes me want to have an excuse to go 

But the obsession is out of control

I'll do everything in my will to take this slow

even when the small parts of you make me whole

I can't even write this note without crushing you more

oh my bones and my muscles are weak and sore

Don't turn your back on me, you must begin to see

That I'm unable to live with or without you

My chest is caving in and my words don't even rhyme

I'm scared that you're leaving and I won't have enough time

Oh, I'd rather hurt than feel nothing at all

but I'd rather have you than no one at all

How can you have such an influence

I feel full of arrogance

I don't even need to know your name

and I'd still feel the same

How can a mere human being

Change your thoughts within minutes

I can easily forget the important things I have to do

but I'm on top of it when it comes to you