Dose of the shakes

There is no one like you. You are perfect for me. You have imperfections but your imperfections are worth something to me. I have imperfections....was I perfect for you too? Am I still perfect for you?

I'm fighting for an abuser

You were the only man I've hated recently. How could I even care for you when I knew you were abusing your own wife. Although I fought for you the other day. I fought so hard that I had forgotten what you ever did to her. Even today, I fight for you.

Why?

Because I know she's making a terrible decision out of fear. Because I know how much she loves you despite the hell you both have put each other through. Somewhere in your relationship is a connection deeper than most ever obtain. For this, I can understand how you may be feeling and I will keep fighting for you...I will keep fighting for you...I will keep fighting for me.

Shine your light

My pedals still fall
One by one
I don't seem so tall
Pretend fun

The colors of me
Are imitation
A chameleon on a tree
Special situation

You tug on my leaves
And I'm swayed your direction
My soul grieves
Longing for lost connection

I immediately pull back
Regaining my strength
Strength I truly lack
Miniature length

My flower is not under a spell
My life is not like the beasts
This is earthly hell
So bring on the feasts

I will shine on
I'll shine my light
Till the dawn
Won't give up this fight

166

SONNETT 166 - William Shakespeare

Let me not to the marriage of true minds

Admit impediments. Love is not love

Which alters when it alteration finds,

Or bends with the remover to remove.

O, no! it is an ever fixed mark,

That looks on tempests and is never shaken;

It is the star to every wondering bark,

Whose worth's unknown, although his height be taken.

Love's not time's fool, though rosy lips and cheeks

Within his bending sickle's compass come;

Love alters not with his brief hours and weeks,

But bears it out even to the edge of doom.

If this be error, and upon me proved,

I never wit, nor no man ever loved.

"Better In Time"

It's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn to
Seems somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been through

Going coming thought I heard a knock
Who's there no one
Thinking that I deserve it
Now I realise that I really didn't know
If you didn't notice you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'm gon' be ok

[Chorus:]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

I couldn't turn on the TV
Without something there to remind me
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings

If I'm dreaming don't wanna laugh
Hurt my feelings but that's the path
I believe in
And I know that time will heal it
If you didn't notice boy you meant everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'm gon' be ok

[Chorus:]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

Since there's no more you and me
It's time I let you go
So I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is I'll be fine without you
Yes I will

[Chorus: X2]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time