Tuesday, March 8, 2011

Not the Usual Blog Post

I feel like I have something to say but I can't put my finger on it. I thought maybe if I just started writing then something would slip it's way onto my fingertips and have enough strength to push the keys to type. I should be really scared right now, I have a test tomorrow. I didn't study too much today. Spent a lot of time laughing and doing a whole lotta procrastinating. It was marvelous! And it was this way because I had so much fun and I wasn't stressed at all. This is what concerns me. (Tori would say that).

Gosh, there's something else I need to say. Ugh, anyway I feel like there's someone I should share with you. I don't know how many people follow my blog because a lot of people view it but I only have 6 followers. Which is totally fine as long as people keep reading my blog. The thing is, this blog isn't about me really. It's about what I see and believe and think but it's not that personal. Although, this blog post is going to be personal.

So this person, I have known for a LONG time. Someone who has meant so many different things to me and has made me extremely upset and extremely loved. When I was younger, I never thought I'd ever really get to know this person. I didn't think it was possible. When I moved away from her, things changed. We began to converse and it was very weird and hard for me at first. We've slowly gotten to know each other and are now really great friends despite the fact she lives in Texas. This person is my awesome sister, Felicia.

I don't think many of my friends even know I have a sister (sorry, Flea). This is why I'm writing this blog. Although, we don't get to talk very much, I love her to death and I do wish she was closer. I see my friends with their siblings all the time and I get pretty emotional. She is three years older than me, gorgeous, encouraging, hard working, creative and inspiring...to say the least. We have both changed so much since we left each other at two ends of the United States. We grew up having a terrible relationship with each other, and finally having a great one apart from each other. It goes to show that siblings were created with unconditional love. It's as if nothing can break it no matter what. I've called her the most horrific terms and she's done the same. We've had our trials and tribulations but we made it through and now were together as family should be. She means so much to me and now you know I have a sister, haha.

Well, that's my sister :D And that's the end of this blog post.

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