I Traced the Stars and Nothing Happened

"What are you so afraid about? What are you so afraid of?" - TEB

For the most part of my life I thought I had everything somewhat figured out. I thought I knew everything that I wanted in my future and how it might go. I've had a pretty consistent view of my life since I was really young and it hasn't changed until the past few years. The world was right when they said that college is a place where you change and try to find yourself.

Although, at this point in my life, I feel like I'm forever going to be changing and no matter how hard I try to be consistent or live how I think my life should go, it won't happen that way. So for once in my life I have no expectations besides the ones I just naturally have. I'm not going out of my way to make things go a certain way. I'm not expecting them to go like they would in a movie, a book or how society says it should be. What a relief it is to finally feel this way. To just breathe....and only worry about breathing. The moment. The now or never. The tomorrow may never come. That I no longer have to live to please other people.

For once I can tell Fear that I don't care what happens in the future. I'm up for the challenge and I'm up for overcoming the fears. I don't think I'm alone in this either and it makes it even more exhilarating.

Here I am life. Bring it.